The Flutter of Your Earnest Heart
"Dive in with your eyes closed
For the life you were born to claim
And the water will be paralyzed
By the courage you contain
And the flutter of your earnest heart
It will fill the silent seas"
~ Ryan O'Neal
I'll Do Better
"I will always hold you close,
But I will learn to let you go.
I promise I’ll do better."
Sleeping at Last
I Want To Be Astonished
"i want to feel tectonic shifts.
i want to be. i want to be astonished."
~ Sleeping at Last
How Rare and Beautiful It Truly Is that We Exist
"with shortness of breath, i’ll explain the infinite—
how rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist."
~ Sleeping at Last
To Hear Sound for the Very First Time
"In some of my research on cochlear implants, I learned that when they are turned on for the first time, patients often say the sound is kind of 'digital' or 'mechanical' sounding, which is entirely normal. I guess the ears and brain eventually normalize the signal and things begin to sound more natural. I thought that was entirely fascinating, so I made it a part of my song."
~ Ryan O'Neal, from "HearingI & How It Was Made"
A Story I Will Try To Tell Without Words
the strangest things can conjure up the past,
and forgotten time will find its long way back.
as thin as air, as light as snow
some combination of the unknown,
but it doesn’t matter, i just know i need more.
~ Sleeping at Last
A Work In Progress
We’re nothing less than a work in progress,
sacred text on post it notes.
Down My Arms, A Thousand Satellites
down my arms, a thousand satellites
suddenly discover signs of life
Our Shadows Fall Away
This brilliant light is brighter than we’ve known,
Without our darkness to prove it so.
Still, we can’t help but to examine it,
To add our question marks to periods.
~ Sleeping At Last
Is This What Being Vulnerable Feels Like?
i’ll run the risk
of being intimate with brokenness.
~ Sleeping At Last